ROMAN
I used to be untouchable.
The league's golden boy.
The player every team wanted.
Then my knee exploded against the boards and suddenly I’m flat on my back in a recovery room, drugged out of my mind.
My nights are filled with rage and whiskey. I don't know who I am without the game.
That’s when Dr. Elias Mercer gets assigned to me.
Cold. Controlled. Dominant. Beautiful in a way that feels dangerous.
He doesn’t care who I was before the injury.
Doesn'''t care that I’m used to getting whatever I want.
He cares about compliance.
Obedience.
He is so unprofessional. Crossing way too many lines.
I think he wants to break me and make me his.
And the worst part?
I want him to.
Because the second he touches me, the pain disappears.
Because the second he looks at me, I forget every promise I made to myself about staying away.
Because somewhere between the injections, the late-night rehab sessions, and the pills dissolving on my tongue, I stopped caring whether he was fixing me or ruining me.
I just know I need more.
ELIAS
Roman Vane is a disaster waiting to happen.
Arrogant. Self-destructive. Half-feral from pain and humiliation.
The kind of patient a smart doctor keeps at arm’s length.
Instead, I let him get too close.
I let him stare at me while I work.
Let him bleed his obsession all over my recovery room.
Let him kneel between my legs after another brutal rehab session, shaking from painkillers and need, begging me not to leave him alone tonight.
I should stop this before it destroys us both.
Before the team finds out.
Before Roman realizes recovery isn’t the thing he’s addicted to anymore.
But every time he looks at me with those wrecked, desperate eyes…
I want to push him further.
Puck My Pain Away is a dark MM hockey romance featuring obsessive dependency, morally grey power dynamics, medical intimacy, humiliation and begging, possessive obsession, emotional collapse, and a ruthless doctor who becomes far too interested in owning his broken patient.
Genre: Gay Romance
I used to be untouchable.
The league's golden boy.
The player every team wanted.
Then my knee exploded against the boards and suddenly I’m flat on my back in a recovery room, drugged out of my mind.
My nights are filled with rage and whiskey. I don't know who I am without the game.
That’s when Dr. Elias Mercer gets assigned to me.
Cold. Controlled. Dominant. Beautiful in a way that feels dangerous.
He doesn’t care who I was before the injury.
Doesn'''t care that I’m used to getting whatever I want.
He cares about compliance.
Obedience.
He is so unprofessional. Crossing way too many lines.
I think he wants to break me and make me his.
And the worst part?
I want him to.
Because the second he touches me, the pain disappears.
Because the second he looks at me, I forget every promise I made to myself about staying away.
Because somewhere between the injections, the late-night rehab sessions, and the pills dissolving on my tongue, I stopped caring whether he was fixing me or ruining me.
I just know I need more.
ELIAS
Roman Vane is a disaster waiting to happen.
Arrogant. Self-destructive. Half-feral from pain and humiliation.
The kind of patient a smart doctor keeps at arm’s length.
Instead, I let him get too close.
I let him stare at me while I work.
Let him bleed his obsession all over my recovery room.
Let him kneel between my legs after another brutal rehab session, shaking from painkillers and need, begging me not to leave him alone tonight.
I should stop this before it destroys us both.
Before the team finds out.
Before Roman realizes recovery isn’t the thing he’s addicted to anymore.
But every time he looks at me with those wrecked, desperate eyes…
I want to push him further.
Puck My Pain Away is a dark MM hockey romance featuring obsessive dependency, morally grey power dynamics, medical intimacy, humiliation and begging, possessive obsession, emotional collapse, and a ruthless doctor who becomes far too interested in owning his broken patient.
Genre: Gay Romance