Every scientist learns three fundamental principles:
control the variables,
predict the outcomes,
never contaminate the sample.
She shattered every one.
Sabina Jaspe joined Behind the Lens Productions—an elite adult entertainment company—with one desperate purpose: funding her five-year-old's cancer treatments. On camera, she's The Hidden Chemist, teaching complex science through seductive streams while maintaining complete anonymity. But behind the lens, behind the mask, she remains untouched—a virgin who's spent every moment since seventeen keeping her son alive.When Lorna, the CEO of Behind the Lens Studio, offers her the opportunity to be part of their first calendar—video and photos required—Sabina approaches the potential intimacy like a chemistry experiment:
Parameters set.
Conditions controlled.
Outcome ‘theoretically’ predictable.
Sure, she'd be losing her virginity on camera, but with carefully calibrated variables she can monitor.
When her weekly stream turns into a vulnerable confession, resulting in a collaboration request from Fractured Theory, three rising rock stars who've been watching her obsessively for months, Sabina sees the perfect catalyst she needs.
But what starts as a basic experiment becomes something infinitely more dangerous when she realizes she didn't account for the final variable—losing the carefully constructed walls that have kept her heart safe.
Because Roman, Ash, and Felix don't want her performance or The Hidden Chemist—they want HER.
The brilliant student drowning in medical debt.
The mother who'd sacrifice everything for her child.
The virgin terrified of wanting anything for herself.
And they refuse to let her walk away.
A devastatingly emotional reverse harem romance where three rock stars discover that sometimes saving someone means loving them through the impossible.
Content Warning: Contains explicit scenes, medical trauma, a sick child, and men who understand that heroes don't always wear capes—sometimes they wear masks and turn tragedies into the sweetest melodies.
Part of the Behind the Lens Production Shared WorldGenre: Romance
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